A life purpose

 Every one of us brings an implicit life purpose and a life mission. This statement does not mean that we all have a destiny to follow. It does not even implicate that anybody is controlling what we do or what path we walk. There is however, a tacit duty in our existence given by the very specific gifts that all of us receive. Or, let me ask you, do not you feel responsible to do what you are good at and to fulfill those inner desires you keep inside? Yeah, right?

But unfortunately, the place in which we are or the horizon we head to not always coincide with our passion or our dreams. And then we feel it, more than usual, that our feelings are not in the same wave as our everyday life and our ideas do not converge with our actions. Clouds descend on our heads, our vision blurs inflicting a bitter taste in the existence, a sense of tasteless pass of time. After some divagation, we remember those gifts we account with, we feel the fire that transports us to the enlightenment and that we are ignoring. We fight against our decisions and all the circumstances that brought us to that situation. We are there working 40 hours a week in a topic we do not like and living the life others want we live. We are so miserable, we are not even able to choose our own actions.

At any point of our lives, we all receive the call. A call to do what we really want, a call to choose with freedom what makes us happy, an opportunity landing from nowhere that invites us to get out of our comfort area. It will require all the bravery and courage to attend it, to answer that call to follow our hearts, our dreams. It will ask you to stand on your own and believe in your convictions. Too coach? Do not go after anybody, follow yourself!

And when we you do it, when we take that opportunity to pursue our life balance, it is as if the entire universe had been waiting for that heroic action. Because it requires bravery, determination and decision to break the chains, take your own individual position and trust yourself. 

Only those ones who attended the call have been able to reach the full realization and transform the world.
Take action, take possession, make your own decisions, master your life.
 

Jena, February 2021

Mardin y Mesopotamia: Viaje al Kurdistán Turco

Gänseblümchenblütenblatt

The beauty of the colors

Fractal perfection of primavera

When I feel the daisies odors

Fühle ich mich als ob in my vez primera.

Who could for me recover?

A bouquet of tiny flowers

To make me feel again a lover

And forget the trivial others.

To the one who defies the grassland 

und schenkt mir ein Gänseblümchenblütenblatt

promise I my heart and an island

where we will share the sky in our habitat. 

But if after all my generosity

Nobody dares even for curiosity

I will take that adventure for me

The daisies, my dreams and my tea. 

Jena, Germany, November 2024

 

An undelivered letter

 

Here you have a letter. One that should never be delivered, but with words that burn inside my chest. Maybe inside yours too. I must admit that I am still learning to describe my emotions, because before putting adjectives and substantives to my tears, my smiles, and my desires, they flowed through my entire body as the light that bathes me since the day I was born.

I know we dream of escaping, of running beyond the wall, and bringing together our alchemy to discover the secrets of eternal passion. 

I can write all the verses this afternoon

How can we ignore that our encounter brought more life to the summer than the majestic sun? How can we ignore that the heavy weight of the gray clouds in the rainy autumn dissipated when our arms surrounded each other?

I can write all the verses this afternoon

Drowning have I been in my hallucinating visions, immersed in the depth of the brownish universe of your pupils, blinded by the clear revelations of our looks. 

I can write all the verses this afternoon

Your eyes told me a secret some days ago. There were only five centimeters of thin air in between us. We could even breath each other, and the sparkling cocktail of desire made our atmosphere drunk.

I can write all the verses this afternoon

There alone, as the time paralyzed our doubts, your eyes shyly kissed the edge of my mouth. And me, weakened by the intoxicating heat of my lustful soul, extended the tip of my tongue to taste the elixir of your fleshy lips. 

I can write all the verses this afternoon

 Our fantasies, unsatisfied with having just a token of flavors, untamable after getting to know the pleasure of crossing the borders of curiosity, brought us through a whirl of naked caresses. 

I can write all the verses this afternoon

Cansados de tentar el prohibido destino, las puntas de mis dedos navegaron sobre las olas de tu piel y mi voz, en un sonido silencioso que solo los dos pudimos escuchar, embriagada de éxtasis exclamó.

I can write all the verses for you. 

Jena, Germany, Noviembre 2024